I'm so not the type of person that digs long goodbyes.. But when it comes to a real goodbye, a final goodbye, I'll take as much time as needed. Slow and painful, but it's so difficult to let go.. It's so difficult to move on.. She keeps telling me that she'll take what she can get, that she wants me in her life forever.. I just don't know if I can do that.. She broke our agreement.. I don't trust her, but I'm still in love with her. I'm not ready to write her off, but I need space, I need time to think and air to breath..